Happy Birthday to myself! Today marks the 19th year that I have snatched oxygen from you. BLEAH! =P

Stayed up after midnight this morning to "countdown" with her. Haha, first time I did such a unique thing. So, she was the 1st person to say Happy Birthday to me and that makes me feel that I am the world's most happiest person, at least for that moment.

Special thanks to WeeKoon, SooLing, Jackson and (We We Ji)e^3 for the present. 1 and only present I receive this year. Sadddddddd.

Another set of special thanks to Jerry, Jason, Joo Min, Garrett and Eugene for making an effort to celebrate the whole thing with me.

Lastly, to all those who msn-ed or sms-ed or irc-ed or said to me Happy Birthday. Gracelynn, Heng, SooKeng, Adeline, Willy, Ivan, ChewHong, LongWen, Rachel, Joanna, Kenneth, Yanjing, Wensi and Yuefai. That's about it I guess. Hope I didn't miss anyone out. Thanks! Got the most amount of wishes this year.

 
Are we drifting further and further away?

[T]ired.... school's been busy....

[U]pset.... Peh Wee Leng is the reason....

[E]xcited.... Thursday coming!....

[S]tressed.... Mid Sem Test coming....

TUES! =/


Confused.... Dunno what someone is thinking....

Unhappy.... Dunno if I exist or not....

 

Diu Diu~~ What a day! Not very busy though. Hehe. Woke up quite a lil late in the morning. So quickly had breakfast and went to prepare to go school.

Didn't had enough time to take bus and decided to took a cab to school. Wow, haven't took cab to school for a long time. Better not hook up the habit of relying cab to school. Reached on time and met Raymond and Yee Yong at the bridge. So, we walked in together and we were on time for tutorial. Stupid Yee Yong starts to irritate me during MAFIT tutorial. Nevermind, I 'LUN'!! Haha. Chris and Raymond kept saying he kp and asked me to beat him up. LoL.

After MAFIT tutorial, went to Biz Park with Willy, Ivan and Weijie for lunch. Saw Ivan's ai ai, Chelsea. LoL. He nicknamed Chelsea's bf as 'Slow Mo'. Haha. Slacked at Biz Park until it was time for lesson. Ivan went for his POM and Weijie and I went to ITAS for ORDB lab. This week lab was rather easier then the previous ones though. At least I could understand what I was typing and not just copy blindly.

After ORDB lab, wanted to go see Jerry play basketball, but that basket don't wanna pick up his phone, so basket! I went to Silicon Studio 2 to find Jason while we wait together for Greg to finish his group assignment for MAFIT. Didn't expect to see Joo Min inside. Haha. She practically did nothing. Was going around and disturbing people. Poor Greg and his groupmates.

Finally got it done at 6+. At first wanted to go Sim Lim, but didn't feel like because it was too late. So we went TM to eat dinner and went arcade. Played our usual all time favourite, House of the Dead II! Hehe. Then they went to play Bomberman and we spent like 1hr there? They are just so god damn good at it. PENG.

Okay, time to siam liao! Tomorrow going NE talk. TP SUCKS! Simi NE talk la! Like got what cum use. Zzzz.

Selena - Dreaming of You

Late at night when all the world is sleeping
I stay up late and think of you and I wish on a star
That somewhere you are thinking of me too
Cause I'm dreaming of you tonight
Til tomorrow I'll be holding you tight
And there's nowhere in the world I'd rather be
Than here in my room dreaming about you and me

Wonder if you ever see me and I wonder if you
Know I'm there (Am I there)
If you looked in my eyes would you see what's inside
Would you even care
I just wanna hold you close but so far
All I have are dreams of you
So I wait for the day and the courage to say
How much I love you

I'll dreaming of you tonight
Til tomorrow I'll be holding you tight
And there's nowhere in the world I'd rather be
Than here in my room dreaming about you and me

Ahh-Ahh
I can't stop dreaming of you
I can't stop dreaming
I can't stop dreaming of you

Late at night when all the world is sleeping
I stay up and think of you
And I still can't believe that
You came up to me and said
I love you
I love you too

I'll be dreaming with you tonight
Til tomorrow and for all of my life
And there's nowhere in the world l'd rather be
Than here in my room dreaming with you endlessly


Damn nice song that I've been listening lately. Wanted to put it as my blog's midi, but Joo Min had it first. So, didn't wanted to be copycat. =P

Back in action! Did anyone missed me? Hahaha. So pia that I didn't get to blog this week. So many projects to dooooooooo.

OMFG, I just printed out my term test timetable. Ji bai eh sai ki tiao lao liao! 6 subjects to take, including my CDS. SUCKS! Gonna explode! And, still got POM Group Project to do, EBM Group Assignment, MAFIT Group Assignment, ORDB Database Design and Econs Portfolio! OMFG. I guess LAIT is the only subject I need not do project/assignment. ARGH.

Everything just doesn't seems to go right for me this semester, may it be sch or personal life. Okay, enough of complaining. There's someone out there who may be worst then me. But not on studies I guess. Anyway, you know I'm always here for you as a friend.  

 

Wooa. Got so many movies coming soon that is sooooooooo worth catching. Let me list them to you guys.
 
House of the Flying Daggers (Shi Mian Mai Fu), Starring Andy Lau, Takeshi Kaneshiro and Zhang ZiYi, Genre - Drama/Action
 
Catwoman, Starring Halle Berry, Sharon Stone and Benjamin Bratt, Genre - Action/Adventure
 
Collateral, Starring Tom Cruise, Jamie Foxx, Genre - Action/Thriller
 
Alien Vs. Predator, Starring Alien and Predator la DOH!, Genre - Science Fiction Thriller
 
Twins Effect 2 (Qian Ji Bian 2, Huadu Da Zhan), Starring Jaycee Chan, Charlene Choi, Gillian Cheung, Edison Chan, Daniel Wu, Chan Po-lin, Genre - Action/Adventure
 
Twins Effect 2 is a MUST WATCH. Twins Effect 1, Vampire Effect is already so god damn nice. So Twins Effect 2 is definitely a good catch. Plus, my Concubine 2 is in it. Hehe. So, who wants to watch it!?

Hmm. No idea what I wish to say. I guess in this whole world. Nobody understand me totally. That includes myself. I have no idea what I want to be in the future, I have no idea what I want in my life, I have no idea what I want in my studies, I have no idea what I want in my love life now. And I totally have no idea what kind of a person I am and what I am in other people's mind.
 
Like what Jerry said. Human always have more questions then answers in life. Or was it about life? Either way still works. I really don't understand about everything. Last time, I don't care about such things. I rather spend my time on games then on other things. Because I know that, the whole world can turn against me and screw me up, but not my games. I'm in control when it comes to game. Maybe I'm better in the virtual world.
 
Now, I came to realise that it's time I should wake up and face all these. It's all because of her that changed me. I don't know how come my game addiction has suddenly just died off. Maybe because I have a change of heart towards her. I wish to be a new person, someone who works hard and buck up in life. However, I find no one that I can rely on. I am not a person who can live alone. You let me abandoned in a forest and I would rather kill myself. But, I really don't know who to trust. Though I need friends, I really have no idea who are those that are true to me and will really be with me. 
 
Anyway, I still find the old saying true. 30 years old and below friends = talk about money and not friendship. 30 years old and above friends = talk about friendship and not money. I've lost alot of friends from secondary school. I really hope I won't continue to lose anymore. When it comes to friendship vs. love. I can tell you straight that, I treasure friendship more then love. Because love though not easy to come by for me, is something which I can find again. Friendship is something which is for a lifetime. At least I hope so.
 
Okay, typed a whole load of crap. Just wanna let go of some stuffs in my heart. Really no idea what to do and who can help me. SOMEBODY HELP ME!
 
I really like you. However, I don't know how to go on from there. Tell me what to do.

Sooooo rushed. Everyone passes up their POM Individual assignment and EBM Group assignment on Friday. But me? POM on Wed and EBM today. Screw this. So gan jiong for what. Don't understand what those jackass in TP thinking.

This part is especially dedicated to Mr Ng Long Wen. U KNN! MOFO! JACKASS! Soccer more important than Econs ar? Fail 1 time liao still mai go. Soccer soccer. Later u buang again can soccer 24/7. -End-

Anyway, learned a few Japanese words today. Namely, "Su Ka Ma Di i", "Te la pa si", "Ku e" and can't remember the rest. Haha. Take your time to figure out what they mean. They are not authenticate Japanese vocab though. LOL.

Now I think my hair sucks. Although its thin, but its god damn "pong" and i hate that feeling. But no choice but to bear with it. Maybe I should style it, but I'm lazy to style it. Everyday got to do so much things before going out, macam girl.

Time to have a good sleep after pia-ing so much things for this week. Big day of the year coming soon. *winks* Nitey~

Went to Century Square's StOrm to have a haircut.



Hmm. I also don't know if I liked it not. Hehe. Anyway, it costed me $19.90. Damn it, so expensive. @$(&@$(*&#

Fuck a bitch to shut her up. And someone just needs it. But guess nobody is qualified to do that. Damn this, I had enough of her shits. Can someone please just SHUT HER UP!




Am I trying to be someone whom I'm not suppose to be...

or

Am I trying not to be someone who I'm suppose to be...

Monday blues. Feel so screwed today because I did none of my tutorials. Sat went out. Sun went out. Didn't had time to do. Baah. Anyway, met Jerry for breakfast. Joined by Michael later.

Went for LAIT tutorial. Damn, miss lecture really can die. Ji tao catch no balls what the topic was about. Luckily at the end of the tutorial understood abit. The tutor even came up to me and asked how are we coping with LAIT as a subject and I answered 'fine fine'. Haha. Went to Biz Park for lunch with Garrett, Jerry and Rac. Ivan and Weijie sat seperate table. Then came the topic about 'Dogs'. Both Garrett and Rac had dog or puppy at home and Jerry was very keen about getting one and I was like left alone to listen only. Sianz.

Went for POM lecture. The lecturer was Garrett's tutor and she was speaking in a monotone and going word by word which makes me wanna fall asleep. Didn't pay attention at all through the lecture. Lecture ended early and we went to 6th floor to look for Ms Pearl Teng for the BIT Interest Group thingy and settled it. 4.45pm we had to attend for the election.

Parted with the guys and went for ORDB tutorial. This week tutorial is a KILLER! It's so god damn freaking hard! I think if that's the exam question, the whole cohort is going to buang this freaking module. Doubt anyone will know how to do it and get the correct answer, even SiangHoe. Ops. Hey SiangHoe, if u ever reading this. Do tell me if you can do this week's tutorial and get all correct like you usually do. =P

Went for BIT Interest Group Election and OMFG, hell lot of people. I applied to be in the Committee for Sports Day together with Jason, Jerry, JinChuan and Jing. Hehe. All the Js. =P Well, good luck to Jack, Eugene, Joo Min and Jessica to the top 4 spots for the Interest Group. If they do so, then WE ARE THE BEST! King of the Interest Group liao. =x This is soooooo Politics. Haha.

Okay time to shoo myself and someone off to bed. Tomorrow got morning lecture. DAMN IT! Sooooo tired. Nitey~

M i S s I n G Y o U . . .

WEE. Went for NAS Campfire just now. Hehe, you must be thinking, WTF? Campfire? Yea yea, I used to be a scout. =P So went back to my secondary school for their Campfire as an "Old Boy". Haha, sound so old. But yea, I am old liao. Most of them don't know me, except for those leaders & seniors who were my batch or a batch after me.

Had fun at the campfire, though it was boring. We had fun among ourselves. Walked around the whole school and hang around at every place we find good to view the show going on. Sat around the Scouts Den as well. Chatted with Desmond, Daniel, Stanley and Dexter. Understood abit about what they are doing recently. Everyone seems doing fine. Feels good to have a chat with them especially Stanley. He's really a nice guy. Maybe it was the power of love that made him so. Haha.

Time to go off to sleep. So tired after so much walking. Nitey~

So much happenings and I just can't put it down in words. Thoughts are going through my mind and heart. But at least, I got a big stone off my heart today.....

School was fun today, though it was from 8am-6pm. Just by the time scares people off. Spend a great time with Garrett, Jerry and Jason the whole day. Haha. Why not we name ourselves as the Heavenly Kings of Crapping. LoL.

Maybe I have thought about it too much, maybe it was my wishful part of thinking, maybe you have never meant what you expressed to me, maybe we weren't meant to be....

Had a great chat with my good friend. She told me alot of things, made me understood alot of things that were dead knots in my heart. Come to think of it, is it really wrong of me doing so? Anyway, thanks alot to my this very good friend. Always there when I needed you. Hope that I'll be there for you when you need someone.

Back in action. First of all, let me wish Garrett a very Happy 18th Birthday, though belated. Hehe.

Okay, lets go through what happened yesterday and today. Yesterday, school was fine. Started at 11am and ended at 4pm. Pontank ORDB lecture because going to celebrate Garrett's bday. Suppose to be like 10+ people celebrating for him and it ended up to be 3? Haha. Don't wish to comment about that more because of various reasons which I can't state here. Anyway, went to LIPS Cafe for dinner at 6+pm. LoL. Kinda early but we gotta catch SpiderMan2 at 7pm which we bought the ticket already. LIPS Cafe food was rather okay and price was rather okay as well.

After dinner, walked over to Taka because Garrett wanted to take his pay to spend it. Walked back to Cineleisure for SpiderMan2. Jerry should be rather pissed with the movie because he was seated directly behind a wall which was like blocking the bottom half of the screen from him. LoL. So he gotta strain his neck to watch the whole movie. So sad. SpiderMan2 was really a nice one. Deserved a 8/10 for it. Guess everyone is anxious about SpiderMan3. Hehe.


Today, woke up at 8.10am to go for NE Talk at school. Was late and even managed to fetch Garrett since it was on the way. Haha. Sat through the Talk and the stupid person on my left kept moving and moving. She just can't sit still. Aiyo. Kept fidgeting and fidgeting. After NE Talk, went to Tmall foodcourt for lunch. Kinda rare for us to go eat at foodcourt right? Haha. After lunch, went to Century Square arcade to hang around for awhile before going to our various places. I went home of course. Took a nap and woke up at around 4. Slacked awhile till 6 before going out with my parents. Oh and I saw WeeKoon at Century Square foodcourt. Haha, didn't call out to her though. Was on the phone with my mom, trying to figure out where she was. My my, even though I stay at Tampines, I'm still not familiar with Century Square B1. DOTS.

Okay, time to go off to sleep. Nitey~